December 2010
It’d be awesome to be sure of one thing in life. But instead I question, overthink, don’t think at all, and make decisions that I know are going to fuck me over but do it anyway. I can’t remember the last time I was truly happy.
I bitch way too much
Sooo I guess I lost the two most important people in my life in less than a day. Way to fucking go, me.
I’m done trying. Everytime I have something great I fuck it up. I’m sorry I hurt you.
Fuck yeah meatball sandwiches
I wish people were consistent. If you don’t want to talk to me that’s fine, I don’t really care. But don’t talk to me, ignore me for a few days and then start talking to me again like everything is fine. That’s confusing and annoying as hell. I really don’t feel like wasting my time on people, so please tell me if you don’t want to talk to...
I hate love
It makes me feel so vulnerable. You have to put yourself out there and pray you don’t get hurt. And that doesn’t agree with my insecure mindset.
This time of year
Christmas present….trying to get into shape. Keyword would absolutely be trying. I won’t be surprised at all if I give up soon. I’m getting a few more things on Monday which I’m excited for =]
Christmas just isn’t what it used to be when I was a kid. It used to be fucking magical. Now it’s just a day when I get a pretty good present. Christmas is only fun if...
robisdogs asked: Your not an american family
robisdogs asked: Your not an american family
Spending christmas eve the way it was supposed to...
Alone with tons of shitty food and TV…oddly in a great mood
Festivus/berfdai
Last night was really fun, I got to hang out with a group that I haven’t been with in months. It was kinda just like old times. But we didn’t really get to celebrate Festivus….next year there WILL be a pole, airing of grievances, and feats of strength.
Reblog if you want (1) cute anon messages now
Dead Space 2 Demo
“Oh this seems just like the last game….why is nothing happening? This is borOH GOD WHY ARE THERE CORPSES ON THE WALLS YELLING AT ME?! WHY WON’T YOU DIE? DID IT JUST SHOOT IT’S RIB CAGE AT ME? WHY IS YOUR PUKE KILLING ME OH GODohgodohgodohgod” All outloud, may have woken my brother up.
I’ve got the day off from work today, so it seems like a great day to not change out of my PJ’s and fuck shit up vidya gaem style.
Why can’t I feel this sane all the time?
nickcharrette:
motivated to get a new tattoo soon. I literally have a list of ideas of shit I want to fill up my left arm. Probably gonna go friday to get my arm filled and then set up another time for a new one as a birthday gift to myself =) COME
I’m gonna get one soon too, might go to my cousin because he just got his license
Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
It’s nothing special…just thought ‘Stay Lucky’ was a semi decent title. And I guess if I interpret the lyrics in a certain way it’s a little relateable(spelling?) Also, The Gaslight Anthem as a band has a lot of meaning/past with me
Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting...
Super fab mirror picture
1. I’m a recent community college drop out
2. I feel like shit about it
3. I work at Coffee Break
4. It’s an easy job, I just hate working with customers
5. I made the hardest decision of my life about a month or two ago, and I’m still thinking about it every day
6. I can’t remember the last time I was actually happy
7. I’m working...
Maybe I'll actually do it this time
Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your Tumblr name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this...
Officially dropped out of Massasoit, I feel like a huge failure but whatever. I wasn’t ready for school yet, I feel like I won’t be until I figure out what I want to do for the rest of my life. I’m gonna try and get a full time job. My sister might get me a job in the shipping department of the medical facility she works at. That’d be awesome even though it’s in...
jillianmco:
i really fucking wish i could force myself to be happy with what i have instead of be miserable about what i dont have.
Me too
Fuck
I was actually doing ok for a few days, I hope this passes